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Jun 2, 2004

Quotes or Poem's That I Like

   Each year he sent her roses

     and the note would always say,
     I love you even more this year,
     than last year on this day.
     My love for you will always grow,
     with every passing year."

     She knew this was the last time
     that the roses would appear.
     She thought, he ordered roses
     in advance before this day.
     Her loving husband did not know,
    that he would pass away.

     He always liked to do things early,
     way before the time.
     Then, if he got too busy,
     everything would work out fine.

     She trimmed the stems and
     placed them in a very special vase.
     Then, sat the vase beside
     the portrait of his smiling face.

     She would sit for hours,
     In her husband's favorite chair.
     While staring at his picture,
     and the roses sitting there.

     A year went by, and it was
     to live without her mate.
     With loneliness and solitude,
     that had become her fate.

     Then, the very hour,
     as on Valentines before,
     The doorbell rang, and there
     were roses sitting by her door.

     She brought the roses in,
     and then just looked at them in shock.
     Then, went to get the telephone,
     to call the florist shop.

     The owner answered, and she asked him,
     if he would explain, Why would someone
     do this to her, causing her such pain?

     "I know your husband passed away,
     more than a year ago,"
     The owner said, "I knew you'd call,
      and you would want to know.
     The flowers you received today,
     were paid for in advance.
     Your husband always planned ahead,
     he left nothing to chance.
     There is a standing order,
     that I have on file down here,
     And he has paid, well in advance,
     you'll get them every year.

     There also is another thing,
     that I think you should know,
     He wrote a special little card...he did this
      years ago.
     Then, should ever I find out that he's no
     longer here, that's the card that should be
     sent to you the following year."

    She thanked him and hung up the phone,
    her tears now flowing hard.
    Her fingers shaking, as she slowly reached to
    get the card.

     Inside the card, she saw that he had written
      her a note.
     Then, as she stared in total silence,
     this is what he wrote...

     "Hello my love, I know it's been a year since I've been gone.
     I hope it hasn't been too hard for you to overcome.
     I know it must be lonely, and the pain is very real.
     Or if it was the other way, I know how I would feel.
     The love we shared made everything so beautiful in life.
     I loved you more than words can say, you were
     the perfect wife. You were my friend and lover, you
     fulfilled my every need. I know it's only been a year, but
     please try not to grieve.
     I want you to be happy, even when you shed your tears.
     That is why the roses will be sent to you for years.
     When you get these roses, think of all the happiness,
     That we had together, and how both of us were blessed.
     I have always loved you and I know I always will.
     But, my love, you must go on, you have some living still.
     Please...try to find happiness, while living out
     your days. I know it is not easy, but I hope you find
    some ways. The roses will come every year, and they
     will only stop,
     When your door's not answered, when the florist
     stops to knock.
     He will come five times that day, in case you
     have gone out.
     But after his last visit, he will know without a doubt
     To take the roses to the place, where I've instructed him.
     and place the roses where we are, together once again.

I miss you when something good happens to me, because you are the one I want to share it with first. I miss you when something bad happens, because you make everything better. I miss you when I cry, because you kiss my tears away. I miss you when I'm laughing, because you make my laughter grow. I miss you through all those times, but I miss you most when I'm lying in bed at night thinking about you, because before I always knew someway, somehow, you were thinking of me too, and that is why it is then that I miss you most, because I'm not so sure your thinking about me anymore ....

The scariest part is walking away from you and never feeling for the rest of my life, the way I feel when I'm with you.

The first time I saw you, I knew it was true, that I'd love you forever, and that's what I'll do. You don't know what you do to me, you don't have a clue, and you don't know what it's like to be me looking at you....

i cant look at you anymore, because if i do, i kno in my heart that i will fall back in love w/ u. sure, i go around saying im over you, truth is, ill never be. you were my first real love and ill never let you go. although u have changed so much since u broke my heart, i will always be here to support anything u choose to do. i kno im not the one u love, or the one ull ever love, but please kno that i love you with all my heart and i pray to God every nite that u will go back to the person i fell so deeply in love w. i forgive all the hurt u put me through, although u never even apologized. and tho we dont talk anymore it pains me to look back at your picture and kno u never think of me even tho ur on my mind at all times. i just want to let u kno that i love u, always and forever ....

Posted at 09:26 pm by xXCr8zIe4UxX
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Jun 1, 2004

...O..joY....

Yesterday wasn't very fun i had to go to work from 3-9 so i could "learn" how everything is done...it sucked dude ppl are friggen hungry!! jeesh and i have to back today but luckily itz only for a couple hours but wow...man o man that sucked i like messed everything up lol o well they haven't fired me yet :) hmm i have drill team tryouts tonight and then i have Ann's party to go to....hopefully drill team tryouts won't last that long...cuz i really wanna go to Ann's okay umm im gonna go n get ready for work

Peace Out

Halz

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May 30, 2004

..ShE...BaNg....

Okayyyyyy FRIDAYyyy....

I went out to Nelson's Park to help w/ the 6-8 grader's Jammer Day....well me Trisha Becky n Kim didnt' really do ne thing except watch them play their lil games well me n Trisha at least helped out w/ Bucket Brigade....i kept score...trisha....i donno....lol then we talked w/ Seth he is soo hot lol then when that was over we drove around i went to becky's house for a lil then i went up to the school for a lil longer then i went home n did nothing lmao ya thatz pretty much it i think haha

SATURDAYyyyy......

Slept in and did nothin all day then i was really bored so was whitney so she came up and we hung out then later that night my mom went out so i had a few ppl over and we partied and ya that was pretty interesting...haha....Nick/ Bathtub....Cory/ Deck......Ray/Pool.....lmao funny ass incidents...lmfao...ya

TODAYyyyy.....

Went down to the Summertime Drive In and got a job there...im suppose to go thru "trainin" tomorrow around 3 then i have to work on Tuesday's n Wedensday's from 10-2 ....then Three weekends a month all day saturday all day sunday...i am so dreading it but hey i get 5 bucks an hour so thatz alright i guess n ya thatz pretty much it not much happened hopefully alot of stuff will happen during the week otherwise i donno wut i'd do

Peace n Luv

Halz

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May 27, 2004

A Lil LowA NowW...

Letz seee Yesterday here was my day since it was the LAST DAY OF SCHOOL FOR MEEEEE

1st Hour--Helped move boxes down THEN wrote on the walls and me n trisha wrote stuff about each other... I wrote everywhere "Trisha S. Loves Ryan O." while she wrote "Haley G. Loves Danny S."
that lil bitch lol then we talked for the rest of the period
2nd Hour--took a friggen quiz that bitch even on the last day of school we had to work...i hate her SHE DONT KNO NE SPANISH SHE SUX

4th--umm i got a nacho thinger than we grilled hamburgers and i had one of them! then we talked for the rest of the period
5th Hour--Study Hall/ Lunch...umm me n Trisha had to like beg so we could go to Mrs. Beamus' office n help her cuz she's a kik ass teacher!! then we stayed up there and takled to like everyone that walked by her office...OOOOO and there's this pic of me n ray on top of a car lmfao...yaaa and he showed danny that pic ya lol i think danny got a lil pissed..haha

3rd Hour--Popped popcorn and watched the newer version of Romeo and Juliet lol that was fun
6th Hour--Finished the movie of 7 Tears in Tibilt or w/e ya pretty gay...DA came in there like 3 times to Stalk ryan poor guy lol
7th Hour--umm Watched part of Tommy Boy again but then me and Becky asked if we could go get our slips to sign out well we did that but then we just messed around for a while then we came back and Ryan and Joey were messin around w/ my camera lol i have no idea wut the hell they took pics of i guess i have to develop them to find out...
8th Hour--Fucking ROCKED!!!!!!!! ok well first me n ryan takled for about 5 minutes then i asked to go get a pop then i saw rachel and she brought me brownies! yes! lol so i had some brownies DAMN they were gooooood!!!!! THEN OUR WHole studyhall WEnt INTO the GYM AND PLAYED PRISON DODGEBALL!!!!!!!!!!! IT WAS SOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH FUNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!! Then like a million more ppl came into the gym and joined or watched lol it was fucking AWESOME!!!!! IT was a great way to end the rest of the school year i'll tell you that it was fucking hilarious cuz then the 5 minute bell rand and we had to get all the balls together and give them to Mrs. Malone lol that didn't happen all the guys like grabbed the balls and started CHUCKIN them at her lmao it was sooo HILARIOUS ya it was great i had an awesome time!!

Today--Slept in till noon then woke up watched tv for like ever then i went and took a shower then got ready for the Award's Banquet and went to that that was pretty cool i guess they had good food! lol then got home and got on here

I can't wait until tomorrow itz gonna be awesome !!

Well Im gonnaa go Peace Out!!

Halz

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May 25, 2004

..wErd....

umm Today at school pretty good i guess...

1st Hour--We went downtown since itz the second to last day of school...we walked downtown and went to the fill-in station and got stuff to eat n drink then we walked back up to the school and i had to do my algebra test but basically i just had brittney n. do it for me haha we got the first page of it done...
2nd Hour--We had to work again...we yaa thatz about it...pretty boring and gay just like mrs. brink
3rd Hour--Is always fun although i was a lil pissed off at nina becky n trisha...cuz they're all dumb bitches and like to talk behind pplz backs for no reason...NE WAYZ...we got our papers back and then we watched the Newer version of Romeo and Juliet the one w/ Leonardo DiCaprio yaa the "Swords" are freaking guns...yaa thatz really folksy....
4th Hour--didnt' do nething like usual sat around and talked and i had help on my other page in my algebra test and then i finished that...
5th Hour--We Maxed out on Hang Clean and Bench and i actually went up 5 pounds on Hang Clean tahtz the only thing i went up on the other stuff i all went down in yaa that sucks Muchos lol
6th Hour--Watched the movie again...ya that wasn't a very interesting period it was really boring....everyone kept asking me if i finished the algebra test....just because i was the only one who got the test....and all the other ppl he wont let them have to test cry me a river...it ain't my fault...
7th Hour--We had to do a worksheet then we watched Tommy Boy the rest of the period then i handed in my test and i had him check it and eh said that i didn't have to take Semester Tests so i was soo excited! So Tomorrow is my last day of school and not next Tuesday thank god lol
8th Hour--We did Brain Teasers Me n Rachel were together...well ryan was sort of then he just kind of went off in his own lil world...ya me n rachel did pretty good but then ppl started being gay and unfair so we quit lol

Then after school i had Drill Team meeting joy joy happy happy...

yaa thatz pretty much my day...

Peace out
Halz

TOMORROW IS MY LAST DAY OF SCHOOOOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! O YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Posted at 09:07 pm by xXCr8zIe4UxX
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May 24, 2004

Jokes!!

Super Mean--

This guy's having a drink at the rooftop bar when a man walks in, asks for a shot, downs it, and takes a running leap off the roof. to the guy's surprise, the man floats back up, lands gently on his feet, and returns to the bar. Amazed, the guy asks how he did it. "Easy," says the man, "The wind currents around this building are so strong that you can float on them!"
"Wow," says the guy. "I gotta try that!" He downs a shot, takes a running leap off the edge--and falls to a horrible, bloody death.
The bartender turns to the man and says, "Jeez, Superman, you really are a jerk when you drink."

Clowning Around--

How do you spot Ronald McDonald in a crowd at a nude beach?
He's the one with the sesame seed buns!

Slide Show--

Three guys are lost in the desert and on the verge of dehydration when they come accross a magician standing at the top of this really steep slide, the magician says to them, "As you each go down this magic slide, name a drink. When you reach the bottom, you will land in a giant glass of the drink you named."
The first guy goes down yelling, "WAAAAATERRRRR!" Plop! He lands in a big glass of water.
The second guy goes down yelling, "GAAAAATORRAAAAADEEE!" Plop! He lands in a big glass of Gatorade.
The third guy goes down yelling,
"WHEEEEEEEEEEEE!"

Very Bunny--

A man is driving down the road when suddenly something darts in front of his car. He slams ont he brakes but he's unable to stop in time and hits it head on. He jumps out of the car to see what he hit. There lifeless in the middle of the road, likes the Easter Bunny. Mortified the man just stands there, sobbing. Finally, a woman drives up and asks. "What's the Problem?"
"I ran over the Easter Bunny!" cries the man. "Now there will be no one to deliver eggs on easter morning, and it's all my fault."
"Don't worry," says the woman. She roots around in her bag, pulls out a spray bottle, goes to the dead bunny, and sprays it. Immediately, the bunny springs up hops for 10 feet, then stops and waves. Then it hops another 10 feet and stops and waves. It does this over and over again until it's out of sight.
Dumbfounded the man turns to the woman.
"What the heck is in that bottle?" He asks.
"Hare spray," answers the woman. "It revitalizes hare and adds permanent wave!"

Posted at 09:42 pm by xXCr8zIe4UxX
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...LeT It BuRn...

Umm Todayyyy ok yaa got up n got ready then went to school

1st Hour--We had a friggen assignment so we didn't have time to write on the walls which is gaaayy then we had activity period was for "student council" for your class ya Kim got Pres. Micheal got Vice Pres. Nick got Boy Rep. Laci got Secretary Emily got Girl Rep. ya then we just sat around n talked for the rest of the period until 2nd hour
2nd--We actually had to work again and spanish is gay and boring....and i about fell asleep again...
3rd-- Always fun w/ Behrendt lol ya thatz always an interesting English Class we watched the rest of Romeo n Juliet yay finally done w/ that.....
4th-- did nothing like usual Boysen was sellin candy so i got some of that then me trisha nina brittney were all talking and thatz about it
5th--Weightlifting joy! umm we had to Max out today...and o joy we got chose to do Deep Squat which ALWAYS sucks and Incline Press...well both of my max's went down...dud itz weird we maxed out three times earlier in the year and my squat the first time was 225 then the second time it was 195 then today's was 170 lol yaaa just keeps goin down man! my incline went down 5 pounds lol so i got to keep my old maxes lol but tomorrow we're doin bench press and hang clean i always do good on those lol
6th--Geography again we watched the movie and i sat by Trisha for some part of it but then she was massagin ryan's neck again and im fuckin tired of that so i scooted up by Laci and i actualy payed attention to the movie but yet Chipper still does his lil "Four Finga" Thing to me the fag...lol
7th--we watched a movie and he showed us our grades to see if we have to take semester tests or not...lmao well therez 10 ppl in 7th hour algebra....and im the only one that doesn't have an A and you have to have a B- or above to NOT take semester tests and letz just say i dont have a B- lol so i got this test and if i pass it then i dont have to take Semester Tests lol YES! soo ya wish me luck on that...but ryan n joey had to friggen RUB IT IN the asses...
8th--study hall hmm Lucas n Ryan came n sat by me and we talked n stuff and Ryan had to rub it in even more that i might have to take semester tests...ya DUmmmBBBbb lol then i tried to mark Lucas in the arm w/ a pen but it didnt' really make a mark but it made a HUGE scratch then he bitched at Mrs. Malone she is the BEST study hall teacher she is so friggin cool lol i love her! shez Awesome w/ a Capital A! yep then the bell rang...

Well during Algebra...there was a note on the desk that joey sits on it said Brittany H. Gosch Loves Danny Steele....HAHA probably not...he's the one that has the crush on me lol and next year i was told that he's gonna ask me to prom...him who knows i might just go! lol
But in Physical Science i was readin the walls and it said Juli C. + Danny S. cuz he likes her too...

So after 8th hour Ray came up to me and said..
Ray--Did you read the Physical Science walls
Me--Which one...therez like 5
Ray--The one that says Juli C. + Danny S.
Me--O yaa i did
Ray--Did you see the desk in mac's room
Me--No....
Ray---That's probably a good thing!
Me--O WAIT YES I DID YOU ASS!
Ray--*laughing Runnin into the boys bathroom*

lol wut a fag rofl

ya thatz my day woopie!
peace out!

Halz

Posted at 08:27 pm by xXCr8zIe4UxX
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May 23, 2004

...AlL DoWnHiLl FrOm HeRe...

Umm Saturday i had a few ppl over n we hung out n a couple of them stayed over...then today we went to the movies and saw Shrek 2! O yea lol that was pretty cool even though we were like the only "teens" there lmao yaa everyone else was under 5 or over 40 so yaaa lol that was interesting then
afterwards we went to mcdonalds and ate then we came home n i reneted a movie we watched that then i had to go drop them off at home then thatz pretty much it yes fun fun weekend lol

3 More Days Of School Left
5 For Test Takers
5 Days Left Until Jammer Day

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May 22, 2004

...DaYuM..

UmmM Thursday i can't remember wut happened and thatz not a very good sign.....umm friday...
1st hour- had to help move boxes down to boysen's from marsh's then after taht we got to write on the walls which was AWESOME lol and then after we did that we found out that we couldnt' write on the walls cuz the alumini banquet was comin to look at the school but too late cuz 5 other rooms got writin on the walls so itz a lil late lol
2nd hour spanish always gay nothin new happened
3rd hour borin as hell
4th hour me n trisha were fricken bored as hell so we asked if we ould go look at the semester test thing to see if we're on it Im not on it but i still ahve to check out w/ my teachers which i kno i have to take them for algebra after we got done lookin at that we went back downstairs and talked to the guys that were helpin load books from the library all the way down to the auditorium then we slowly made our way back to the classroom then we stayed there for about 5 minutes then we asked mrs boysen if we could go help w/ the movin from the library so we went up to the library and they were done loadin but we talked to mrs. beamus for awhile and me n trisha got invited to help out next friday w/ jammer day itz gonna be awesome but i can only go if i dont have to take semester tests so hopefully i can talk mr. mac out of it lol then me n trisha wondered around for awhile then went back to class
5th hour study hall me n trisha asked if we could go to mr. boysens office to mess around on his computer and he let us so that was pretty cool so we spent all hour in there messin around and we wrote him a couple notes lol
6th hour hmm geography...mrs. heese wasn't there thank god and Grandma Dommer was substituting and we watched a movie 7 Years in Tibit ya pretty gay but i didnt really watch it...i sat by trisha while she obsessivly kept massagin ryan's back lol while i kept markin him w/ a pen lmao he got pretty pissed he was friggen COVERED in pen to lol...then Chipper Steven n Joey kept tryin to look down my shorts the fags...then they were teasin me cuz Danny likes me big woop and they were pissin me off by writing notes and sayin that they were gonna put them in his locker...duh lol fags lmao but i took care of that hehe
7th hour lmao ryan friggen grabbed me and i coudlnt' get away and he friggen marked all over me w/ pen god damn him it was worse on me then it was on him the fag lol
8th hour study hall was gay like usual me ryan rachel ashley n lucas were all talkin then ann came over then emily came w/ food YES! lol she brought cheetos n cupcakes ya good stuff lol

then i got home n layed around then went out n partied n went to the movies lol almost got thrown out haha cuz we were kinda on the Drunk side rofl...

ya that pretty much raps it up for friday today my mom n her b/f went to a weddin so im home alone im gonna have ppl over n we gonna chill so ya itz gonna be iight

well im gonna go peace out!

halz

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May 19, 2004

ItD be SmAlLeR thAn A.....

Today was pretty cool MICHEAL came to school!!! i was so happy! his face is still a lil swelled up around the eye and neck he's bruised still but he looks pretty good i dont think hes gonna be back tomorrow though he has to get is arm checked out but it was so good to see him...hmm pretty boring day i guess....I found a song that makes me think of Kirk.

[Talking:]
You know with every day that passes i pray to god I'll never forget who you are.
You mean everything to me.
I love you

Ooooh Ooooh
Ooh i pray

You were in my dream
Before i even knew there was a you and me,
Now i can't wait to see your smile,
When i wake up each day,
It makes it worth wild,
With the kinda love you plant inside,
Specially with a heart so empty as mine.
All your soft tenderness is the one thing that i don't wanna miss.

[Chorus]
I pray,
When it's time for me to say goodbye
I'll never forget looking in your eyes,
I pray,
That i feel your touch
And that God doesn't forget our love,
I pray,
When i close my eyes,
I can still see visions of you on my mind.
I pray,
That i see you in another life,
I pray that you stay by my side.
Oh i pray.

Everything that you give to me,
Only comes in a fantasy,
It seems like life goes by so fast,
But in this time i wanna make it last. (i pray)
I hate that we live to die,
But only God knows why (i pray)
We all have a purpose,
And to see you again it'll be worth it.

[Chorus]

[Slow rap:]
I wish that i could stop time,
I wish that i could rewind,
To the very begining of every second of my life.
To ask God on my hands and knees,
To never let me forget all my special memories.
See i'm only promised today,
And if it's my time to go,
I don't want the love of my life to ever fade away,
So one last time
Let me open my eyes.
To see what my life used to be like.
Oh God.

[Chorus]

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